Today was an okay day. I know that I understand the theoretical aspect of what we are doing. I know why we do what we do and it all makes sense to me in theory, but I really to need to work on the application.
I did pass off my explorer PE today, and I did okay. I did not do as well as I would have liked. I know that I can't expect to be perfect, but that doesn't mean that I don't want to be. I want it to be natural and easy. I want to be able to do everything that I am suppose to do without worrying about hurting my patient. I want my hands to move the way that they are suppose to. I just want to feel confident in my abilities which I don't feel that I am.
It can be frustrating when I feel that I am putting everything that I can into it. I know that I need to study and practice more, but there are just not enough hours in the day. Between a family, school, and working full time I just don't feel like I have anything else to give.
I just want my hands to understand as much as my head does---- is that too much to ask?!!!
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